I remember the first time I ever felt like I belonged in
church; the first time I ever felt like I belonged to God: it wasn’t’ remembering
my baptism. I was probably only a couple of weeks old when my parents promised
to raise me in the ways of Christ and more importantly God promised to grant me
a life with God’s constant loving presence and guidance. I know that baptism is
important and I have frequently “re-membered” my baptism – re-engaging with the
spiritual relationship that exists between God and myself; a relationship that
declares that I am one that would willingly die to my false and failing images
of self and live anew, in the resurrected life of Christ. To me, this means
that I don’t have to wait until I’m dead to live eternally. In each moment that
I am living the life I was created to live, my eternal life is giving itself
expression profoundly in the present (this applies both as a gift and as a
measure of time).
As important as baptism is to me, the moment that I felt
like I belonged to God was the day I received communion for the first time. It
was over 40 years ago and I remember it vividly. I was at St. John of the Cross
Catholic Parrish in Lemon Grove, California. My family looked on proudly. My
grandfather, Stephen D. Pett was bursting with pride (He is the one I would
call my first father in the faith. He would later sponsor me in my
confirmation). Our class came in singing. I still remember the song, “Take my
bread, I ask you - Take my heart, I love
you,- Take my life, oh Father , I am yours…” We were taught how special this
sacrament was, we were taught how respectful to be of this gift from Jesus, but
we weren’t taught how it would make us feel; that had to be experienced.
I belonged! I belonged to a community of faith. I belonged
to a happy and celebrating family. I belonged in this place where I could learn
to experience God. Best of all, I belonged to God (and I knew it…and there is
nothing anyone could do about it). I belonged!
These days, I am excommunicated from the Roman Catholic
Church in which my faith journey began. If I attend a mass, I know how to honor
both the priest and myself. I approach the table of communion and cross my arms
in the shape of an X across my
chest. This lets the priest know that I want a blessing and honor his role in
the body of Christ. It also demonstrates that my place as excommunicated is one
that I am aware of and that I accept with Joy. Yes Joy. I still know that I
belong to God and I am joyfully serving God in the United Methodist Church.
To Know the Love of God
To Grow in the Way
of Christ
To Go serve God’s
World
In Communion, we celebrate all the ways that we belong. Won’t you celebrate with me? Every week at our 9:30am Sunday service, you are invited to the table that Jesus set.
Praise be &
Enjoy God,
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Yay, the first post on a fresh blog! Wonderful! Having communion every week is a new change that I'm starting to really enjoy. :)
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