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Samuel 1:4-9a
4On the day when Elkanah sacrificed, he would give portions
to his wife Peninnah and to all her sons and daughters; 5but to
Hannah he gave a double portion, because he loved her, though the Lord had
closed her womb. 6Her rival used to provoke her severely, to
irritate her, because the Lord had closed her womb. 7So it went on
year by year; as often as she went up to the house of the Lord, she used to
provoke her. Therefore Hannah wept and would not eat. 8Her husband
Elkanah said to her, “Hannah, why do you weep? Why do you not eat? Why is your
heart sad? Am I not more to you than ten sons?”
9After they had eaten and drunk at Shiloh, Hannah rose and
presented herself before the Lord.
Circumstances
can certainly be tragic but they are not everything. In fact, it is important
to God and it is important to Diane that people are able to realize that we are
so much more than the circumstances that affect us.
margins. The
women of her community judged her and mocked her because she was childless. She
was brought to tears with self-pity and self-loathing. She was brought to her
knees; crying for mercy from God or anyone that would listen. Her name was
Hannah. But I think the story shows us that she went through a name change. She
went from Hannah; the name given to her by the family that raised her, to
Hannah Rose; the name she lived into after she was raised up by the power of
love.
It is no
accident that Elkinah saw the sorrow in Hannah’s circumstances. It is not
coincidence that Hannah would get a double portion from the person that loved
her. Hannah needed to know that she was loved. Hannah needed to know that she
was lovable. She needed to feel the joy of being the object of someone’s affection
and the center of someone’s attention. And when the proper nurturing was
experienced, Hannah Rose.
Hannah rose!
She didn’t stumble to her feet. She didn’t get up as if it were just an
alternative to being down. Hannah Rose! She lived. She thrived. She became a
whole new person – a resurrection person. From this point on Hannah’s life
would never be the same, because love put new life into her. Love would
redefine her. Love would call her from the tomb of despair. Love would rename
her. It is a beautiful image Hannah Rose; it is a beautiful name Hannah Rose.
Circumstances
were difficult when I met Diane and her family. Diane was in the loving care of
nurses from Hinds Hospice. She would begin the process of completing the
journey of life among us. She had been assisted by the caring people at Mission
Gardens for more than thirteen months. She had suffered with dementia brought
on by Alzheimer’s disease for more than ten years. Yet, even under these
circumstances there was beauty in the room. The family recalled Diane’s passion
for humor and laughed at memories of Monty Python movies shared. They supported
one another; a daughter would recall her memory of mom’s love for her husband
Jim, A sister would remind her brother of the deep affection his mother had for
him. A parent would relive the adoration that Diane poured out upon her
grandchildren even as a grandchild stroked her hair. There was beauty in this
room. There was love in this room. And from this nurturing bed of love Diane
Rose. Diane rose a new person. Diane rose into the eternal embrace of God’s
undying love – a love that she had
shared and expressed upon the people in her life for all of the years that she
lived.
I watched
the news yesterday; heartbroken by the tragedy of Ebony Wilkerson. Ebony is a
young pregnant mother in Daytona Beach, Florida. She has three children 10, 9,
and 3 years of age. And she is terrified. She is haunted by the specter of demons,
the memory of abuse, the threat of danger from people that should have been her
shelter in the storm. She was the woman that had a psychological break and
drove her car and her family into the ocean. Thankfully, all were rescued. Even
as this story was being told on the evening news; I thought out loud, this
world needs more people like Diane Glidden. This world needs more resurrection
people.
A
resurrection person has the ability to believe in resurrection because they
have lived through one. Diane had been through the depths of depression and she
had seen the other side – Diane rose. And when she did, it changed her life and
the lives of countless others.
When Diane
rose she would go back to school, she would graduate with honors, she would get
a master’s degree in social work, she would study the causes of depression in
women, and she would become a licensed counselor. When Diane rose she would
broaden her understanding of a loving God. When Diane rose she would not rise
alone.
She would give her husband the space to follow his joys and his dreams. She would impress upon her children Joshua, Rochelle, and Laurie the importance of loving people without judgment. Diane would model the value of accepting the things that they cannot change. the power of changing the things they can, and the wisdom of knowing the difference. Diane would make sure that her children and grandchildren knew that they were loved and lovable, she would spend hours playing, gardening, singing, and dancing. She would focus deeply on the objects of her love sketching the beauty that she saw in each and every one of them.
When Diane
Rose she knew that she could not rise alone. In complete, confidence she counseled
the women in our community that lived anxiety filled lives in secret and in
sadness. Women like Hannah in the bible, Women like Ebony Wilkerson in the
news, women that would not be named if not for the power of love. The power of
love that was expressed through Diane would name these women beloved and change
their lives forever.
Thanks to
Diane and the loving God that inspired her, we have new people in this world;
resurrection people in this world. Maybe they have new names as well; names
like Hannah Rose, Ebony Rose, Sally Rose, Katie Rose, Maria Rose, Ayesha Rose,
Natasha Rose, Mary Rose. Do you have a new name today by the power of this
amazing love?
Just like I
said before, we need more people in this world like Diane. We need resurrection
people that will love the desperate into a new life. If you were touched by
Diane, the seed of resurrection was planted in you.
Rise to the
calling of love. Rise.
Nicely interwoven accounts, well said, inspiring! Thank you.
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